27.1.12

The Story of a Blind Girl


There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear.”

24.1.12

Weekly Project


PHOTOSHOOT. yeah, this is our new weekly project this year. This project is sponsored by @MelindaSuwuh . The volunteer models are me and my relatives @christyella, @belgonz, & ike.. and will probably gain more people give themselves as volunteer, i think. :)  This is such a fun activity to be ran after church-ing on Sunday (all of us attend morning service like all the time)..
Well, here are some pictures of ours these two recent weeks..
My friends thot it was taken in studio, which is totally wrong. It's taken in my modified living room and christy's not-modified bedroom.. haha :D Amateur? yep, i admit it! ;)
just give us some time and we'll be ready to astonish you with our pictures.. hoho
Be inspired...
Love,
Claya












17.1.12

Nickname

Suddenly had a thought to post about "Nickname" since I come to realize how people around me enjoying to call me with names they create themselves and I now got like ample of it.. several of them sounds good, but the rest of it were just "oh nooo!!" and here I am..hitting my keyboard.. trying to type some of those ridiculous names that I still remember.. 

Ade
in Indonesia its refer to the second/third/last son/daughter in the family..
It is created by my Mom ever since I was born.. and as most other family, my older sister sometimes called "kakak".

Iya / Ia
This is the name that my family and close relatives often call me and lately my best friend which is also my relative @iramayarosalina starts to publish it at school (no wonder my high school friends often use this nickname as well) It's short and it's probably taken from my first and second name Lydia and Claudia (In Indonesia, ia means = Yes). Well, I wonder why did they not call me "Dia" it sounds better than "ia"  . Remember, the show on NBC "The Voice" there is a contestant name Dia Frampton she's beautiful & talented.  

Clau
this is the most common nickname people (friends, acquaintance, relatives) use to call me till this very day. Sometime when they text me they use Clauw, Clauu, Clou, Klau, and the worst of all Claw -.-" probably because they didn't know what it means in English.

Claudi/ Claudy/ Claudhee
It sounds like cloudy, huh?

Clauditut / Claudices
(read: kelauditut / kelaudices) so not cool, I guess.. 
often used by closest people (at home) like my sister @MelindaSuwuh and others when she was hassling me to clean up the room, etc  -.-

Xiao Yi Tian
Actually, I have no idea how to write it both in pinyin or in Chinese letter.
It is not my Chinese name, for I'm not Chinese. The first person use this nickname was Kak Nova Rungkat after she watched a Chinese movie on TV (back to the olden days when I was 8 or something) She said the lil girl character depicted on the movie was similar to me as in her perseverance and toughness :) (that was what I still have in mind about that character, could probably exaggerating for certain purpose haha :P )

Cizhy
tbh, this name was created by me on my 'ABG' period (read= puberty). If I'm not mistaken I use it for my very first e-mail which I forgot by now. Some of my secondary school friends call me so but not anymore bcoz i found it sounds like "cheesy" which has negative meaning.

Claya
This name was also my 'creation', in my high-school period. It is from Claudia LydiaIn fact, my name in my birth certificate is Lydia Claudia Suwuh, but I modify it to create such beautiful name like Claya.. :P This name was not reach its expiry date yet as in other nicknames of mine :P. The first time I publish this name is through Facebook. My sis and bros at church and other places even change the way they call me from Clau to Claya. See, facebook has the power! I wonder how will people call me if my fb name was "Claudhee zlalu Setia" or whatever names Indo's alay teens often use. #nooffense

Lydiatun / atun
This nickname was born in my freshmen year in univ thru my bestie Pinkha. She likes to create nickname for every person. Most of the times, she creates it in the most ridiculous way so that they may be embarrassed when u were called so in the midst of the crowd. 

Here I come to other nicknames they use to call me not etymologically created from my name..

Miss Universe : used by some of my juniors in faculty especially "anak2 BKK" ever since they know I participate in Miss Indonesia Universe pageant last year.
Lady : used by "Lord Highness" (the way me and Pinkha use to call one of our wonderful lecturer). She always misspell and mis-remind my name and call me Lady instead of Lydia.
Ketua : in Indonesia means "Head"..use by some people at campus ever since I became the head of Student Association.
Mahasiswa Teladan : Some friends of mine in batch 2008 calls me so ever since I won the Unsrat Best Student award (3rd place). They actually call me this way to make fun of me and to tease me., and you know, this is like put a weight on my neck.. Sincerely, I don't like it.. :|
The Most Wanted Bachelorette : created by @pammylalalalala just a couple of week ago. Apa2an ini?? O.o

Well, what is in a name? as Shakespeare said.
As long as you didn't call me b*tch or some names of animal usually use to mock people,. I think I would not be bothered.. haha :D

Enjoy your days my journal readers.. ;)







1.1.12

One-Word Theme


Year after years, I have been making my annual resolution -- as most of you may did. More than that, I have my yearly bible passage that guides me along the year. Plus I often give theme for every month that I am going through.  Themes like “Intimacy – February”, “Sparkling August”, “Colorful October”, “Productive November” etc.
           This year, I’m going to try something new. Well, at the end of 2010 I have determined a theme for 2011-2012 which is “Raising my Standard”.  This actually explicates my wish to become a better me in every area of my life; whether in ministry, in health, in education, etc. Well the new thing that I’m going to try is make a One-word-theme of the year. I got this idea from Dan Britton. Here’s the link: http://blog.compassion.com/one-word/ and http://sites.google.com/site/giovagnoni/One.doc?attredirects=0

I found that it was a brilliant idea when we can find one word God birthed in our spirit and try to live it out all along the year. One word could help us to focus working and learning the word day in day out. At first I was thinking about three words “Hope”, “Faithfulness” and “Compassion”.  But I end up deciding Compassion as my theme of 2012 after our family worship and sharing on old and new eve. Mom is actually the one who reminds all of us to always have compassion to people in need.

Here’s the example of my word of the year and the further details:

Lydia Claudia Suwuh
Word for 2012: Compassion
com·pas·sion (k m-p sh n). n. Deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it.

I have experienced God’s blessing, favor and mercy in a wondrous and miraculous way in the past years. It came to my mind that this year should be my time to give thanks to God, to know the desire of God’s heart even more, and to take action. In the bible, it’s obvious to see how God always has compassion; to heal the sick, to rescue those in trouble, regardless their race, belief, wealth or position. I believe that Compassion is more than sympathy or feeling. It needs to be channeled into real action just as what Jesus did.

Scripture:
Lamentations 3: 22,32 (NIV)
Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.

Proverbs 19:17 (MSG)
Mercy to the needy is a loan to God, and God pays back those loans in full.

James 1:27 (NIV)
Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Jeremiah 22:3,16 (NIV)
This is what the LORD says: Do what is just and right. Rescue from the hand of the oppressor the one who has been robbed. Do no wrong or violence to the foreigner, the fatherless or the widow, and do not shed innocent blood in this place. 16 He defended the cause of the poor and needy, and so all went well. Is that not what it means to know me?” declares the LORD.

Psalm 41:1-3; Psalm 86:15; Psalm 112:4; Psalm 145:8

Song: Solution – Hillsong United
         Give me Your Eyes - Brandon Heath
         Oh You Bring – Hillsong United
         Friends of the Poor - Leeland and friends

I am only grazing the surface of spiritual depth. I need to walk further, dive deeper, climb higher. I want to have more than just sympathy to people in need but to maximize my potential and to serve with my best. I wanna be the hands and feet of Jesus.

To whom should I have compassion..
To poor people (including beggar)
To those I minister (kids suffer for cancer at Estella, kids at Pasar Karombasan, kids at Salvation Army Orphanage)
To people around me who needs acceptance, compliment, etc
To loner
To those who like me not
To friends
To those people God put in my heart or mind (could be anyone)

What hinder me in showing compassion..
Prejudice to beggar
Laziness to come and visit those kids I minister
Selfishness
Feeling disadvantage
Financial
Compromising
‘Next-time’ mentality
Ignorance of God’s voice

Application:
-          Weekly fasting
-          Schedule regular visit to Orphanage, RSJ, Pasar Karombasan, Estella.
-          Collect extra money for donation (monthly)
-          Provide extra money special for beggar I could suddenly encounter.

Hopefully, this post will benefits you in whatever ways..
Have an incredible New Year!

Last year-- New Year Proclamation

Goal 2011-2012:Raising the Standard

2012 Resolution Form.. It's really helpful! :D

Kids suffer for cancer at Estella

feeding people with mental disorder

Kids Service at Pasar Karombasan

this is where they live..


Kids at Salvation Army Orphanage

  





2011 STATISTICS

8.30pm December 31st 2011

3.30 more hours and we'll jump into the board of 2012.. opening a new page and a new season of our lives. Before that, I'm liking to post this.. #MY 2011 STATISTICS!! Hopefully, my 2012 Statistics will be much better.. :D

BEST MOMENTS AWARD 2011
  • Memorable Moments :
1. Hillsong United Concert (31/05) It's like a dream come true!
2. X-tion Committee's Closing Prayer (07/05) It's really memorable when we sang "How Great Thou Art" & pray in the venue in MTC right after the event ended :'D
3. A Visit to people with Mental Disorders (28/12)  Funny&Hillarious. How come I forgot this moment!

  • Tearful Moments:
1. My birthday - during the whole praise and worship (Sun,25/09) so overwhelmed!
2. PPI visit to kids with Cancer (Yayasan Estella) (17/08) Speechless. All ppl were crying, not excluding me! Even I've tried not to.

  • Craziest Moment:
1. cheering on Rex Mundi vs SMA Kaima's DBL match (☞゚ヮ゚)☞  Siapa yg suruh melawan D'Rex Mundi Woo!!
2. ARF DiRex Farewell (18/03) ALL delegate from various countries went to the stage and dancing Poco-Poco like crazy!! and I was on that stage as well.. :P hehe
3. City Carnaval with Yamaha. Standing on the Jeep. Waving hands like royalty. (12/08) brand new experience yet crazy!!

  • Awkward Moment:
1. PI Dinner at Bumbu Desa - funny introduction before sponsor (19/08) I had a mouth slip when I say "Sam Ratulangi Universitas" ouch! Anw, I'm speaking in Bahasa at that time.. -.-"

2. Dinner at a Restaurant (no mention) while someone whom I like suddenly come and put his bag on the unoccupied seat next to me and I just went awkward (´Д`)
  • Victorious Moment:
I joined several competition this year but these 3 moments were the best victorious moment I reckon..
1.NUEDC Unsrat Selection winning (06/04)
2. Student Ambassador winning (18/05)

3. NUEDC Regional IX (26/04)
  • Best Family Moment
1. Mami Ivan's birthday (30/09) this pic tells you more, I guess!

2. Mom & Dad's 22nd anniversary (02/09)

SPECIAL AWARDS 2011
  •  Best Quote of the year: "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger!" from Nasional.is.Me
  •  Most played song  : You Hold My World - Israel Houghton
  •  Best Movie I watched: hmm.. I rather say The Pirates and Carribean On Stranger Tides (I remember watching this movie w/ my besties and skipping a LRM class  -  alpha and omega experience)
  •  Best Book I read : Nasional.is.Me and The Compassionate Samurai
  •  Often visited web (excluding my own fb,twitter,&blog) : ustraveldocs.com :P 
  •  Most visited restaurant : Oyi Teppanyaki Jl.Ahmad Yani
  •  Best Sermon I heard: Omg, it's so hard but the one that stood in my heart was from Ps.Vetry  Kumaseh  on Isaiah 40:31 (29/05) 
  •  Favorite Bible Verse: Ephesians 3:20 (the one I always remember cuz I heard it every week from Joel Osteen)